since i started working until now, i make myself feel sooooooo confuse. starting for my daily life, financial, works, even my life. i don't know and cannot make decision for myself. i always need advice from other people, who i trust. i always feel confuse between 2 stuff. i don't know what am i thinking right now. i just feel so empty, boring, no life, and shitty. haiz....... every day, i do the same thing over and over again. and i feel very moody when someone shout or ask me to do something.what am i gonna do now is to make myself back to my university life schedule. i have a very proper daily and even monthly schedule for me to do all my stuff. because i used to consult my situation with my friends and other ppl, and the said i lack of daily agenda, and proper life guideline. i have no purpose in life and do just the same thing. maybe i need to read more motivation books, and be more hard work in everything i do.
the picture above reflect my feeling right now. GREY.
