Confussion

since i started working until now, i make myself feel sooooooo confuse. starting for my daily life, financial, works, even my life. i don't know and cannot make decision for myself. i always need advice from other people, who i trust. i always feel confuse between 2 stuff. i don't know what am i thinking right now. i just feel so empty, boring, no life, and shitty. haiz....... every day, i do the same thing over and over again. and i feel very moody when someone shout or ask me to do something.

what am i gonna do now is to make myself back to my university life schedule. i have a very proper daily and even monthly schedule for me to do all my stuff. because i used to consult my situation with my friends and other ppl, and the said i lack of daily agenda, and proper life guideline. i have no purpose in life and do just the same thing. maybe i need to read more motivation books, and be more hard work in everything i do.

the picture above reflect my feeling right now. GREY.

My New Mix

Here is my new mix for this May 2010. some of the songs is a not-too-old songs, but most of that, i like it. that's why last month i mix it become Trancevaganza April 2010 Nonstop Hits Vol 9. Hope you all enjoy it.

Tracking:
1. Robert Babicz - Dark Flower
2. Trentemoller - Sycamore Feeling
3. Star Pilots - In The Heat Of The Night
4. Shogun Feat. Hannah Ray - Nadia
5. Lykke Li - Little Bit
6. George Acosta feat. Tiff Lacey - I Know
7. Jerry Ropero ft. Cozi Costs - The Storm
8. Kyau And Albert- Hooked On Infinity
9. Armin Van Buuren, BT Feat. Jes - Every Other Way
10. Nic Chagall Feat Jonathan Mendelsohn - This Moment
11. Arnej - People Come People Go

Download link is HERE
http://www.mediafire.com/?kninltjloy5

Package

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Malaikat Juga Tahu

The story of this songs (Angel also know)

the autism guy with his girl friends live happily together with his mom. one day, his brother go back home, and the girl fall in love with the autism's brother. Well at the end of the day, the true genuine love is only from his MOM. "Ängel also know who is the winner", which is his MOM.

Lelahmu jadi lelahku juga
Bahagiamu bahagiaku juga
Berbagi takdir kita selalu
Kecuali tiap kau jatuh hati

Kali ini hampir habis dayaku
Membuktikan padamu ada cinta yang nyata
Setia hadir setiap hari
Tak tega biarkan kau sendiri

Meski seringkali kau malah asyik sendiri
Karena kau tak lihat terkadang malaikat
Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu siapa yang jadi juaranya

Hampamu tak kan hilang semalam
Oleh pacar impian
Tetapi kesempatan untukku yang mungkin tak sempurna
Tapi siap untuk diuji
Kupercaya diri
Cintakulah yang sejati

Namun tak kau lihat terkadang malaikat
Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu siapa yang jadi juaranya

Kau selalu meminta terus kutemani
Engkau selalu bercanda andai wajahku diganti
Relakan ku pergi
Karna tak sanggup sendiri

Namun tak kau lihat terkadang malaikat
Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu Aku kan jadi juaranya

RazorTV

last 2 weeks i was interviewed by RazorTV singapore @ Ang mo kio, regarding Liquid, powdered or fresh egg. and this is the video.
enjoy it.......

March

Good Morning upper east sider. ALex.Lee here. I am back again after missing for hmmm..... a month maybe. haha..... not because am lazy to update, but I am busy with my works. Busy raise fund for Heart Patients, taking a course, and build up my portfolio for my photography. you can visit HERE to view the blog.

Last week, i have number of small talk with my colleagues, who i think is the right people to talk to. for example, Jeric, Irwan, and Zaman. asking for help, advices and suggestions from them is a good idea to build up my future starting from them. why? they proved to people that this can be done. So, do i. starting from a small self-talk to myself by posting a small notes over my wall with alot of positive notes.

New Toy

Previously, i owned a camera of Canon EOS 400D, 18-55mm f/3.5-5.6, canon EF 50mm f/1.8 II, and Sigma 17-70mm f/2.8-4.5 macro DC. i called them as my Toys. During my holiday back to Medan for CNY few days ago, i take over the ownership of my brother's toys *as he change his camera to lomo and Polaroid*, which is Canon EOS 40D and EF 70-200 f/2.8L USM.

i need to go out to shot for my portfolio using my new 40D and 7o-200mm, as i need to get use to it, before the clients come *is a must*. so, if anyone interested to have your own portfolio, you can always email me to arrange it.

view my portfolio HERE.

Belated Bday Lunch

A very long Holiday in Medan, celebrating Chinese New Year together with family, relatives, and friends, celebrating my birthday with friends. however, times flies. yesterday, i was back to Singapore around 11.30PM. And today, i celebrate my belated birthday lunch with some of my friends at Mussel Guy, Orchard Central, Singapore. Even though some of them couldn't make it, but yet, i just feel happy that finally, there is Birthday Cake for me. and again, it is MANGO MOOSE. love it. even though the cake is not from Secret Recipe *i know when i taste the cake*, but i feel so happy. Thank you guys for the Cake and the Presents.

To Hendro Zhang: i used your present already. i have no idea why you choose that as a gift, but i really in need of that. Thank You for the Pedro Voucher. Really Appreciate it.

Happy Birthday ALex

Chinese New Year has passed few days ago. even though i still feel the holiday mood, but yet, it seems like not that excited this year. even though my Red Pocket getting lesser for this year, but it didn't stop me to gather with my family. instead, i feel more happier.

And yeah, today is my Birthday. am officially 22 years old today. huff..... feel old, but thinking about adding on another number to my age, i just realized that I'm not achieved a lot previously. even though i already get a permanent job, but it doesn't make me independent yet. Hence, i need to improve myself even more. in other part of my work, yes i got some client for my photography previously, but it doesn't make me stop learning & improve my skills.

my objective for this coming year, is to be a better person, read more books, keep learning, independent, get another part time job or maybe get more clients for my photography. at least i can build my own portfolio. and of cause, i want to take an English course, and mandarin course to improve my language skills.

well, pretty much to achieve, but i believe i will achieve it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.....................

Already Halo

This is the other remix of me. this time is not about Armin Van Buuren or Kaskade, but this time round, it's time for Beyonce & Kelly Clarkson. i combine both of Halo & Already Gone in one song. before i post this song online, i actually asked for feedback from my friends about this mix. well, most of them give me a good & positive feedback. that's the reason why i decided to post it. however, i called this song Beyonce Clarkson - Already Halo.

Curious? You can download it HERE.
http://www.mediafire.com/?d4thdqtny2n

*Feedback is always open for those who want to comment or critic about my mix.*